why I think crashing and rebuilding my website from the ground up the day before my birthday, knowing that it will take way more than just a day to fix it?

I have been trying to cut costs where I can. A few places I noticed a few years ago that were really going up were between my newsletter and web host. I intended to one day do a soft transition so as not to stress myself out, but lo and behold… I was left unsupervised.…